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June 2011

1 post

finishing school and then joining another.

You heard it right ladies and gents, I’m leaving school and joining another one for two years, I’ve been accepted into St Roberts… which is a sixth form but it might as well still be a school accept that I’m doing A-Levels rather than GCSE’s. That’s all I have to say for now. <3 i can no longer love.

April 2011

1 post

wearing plasters like it's make-up.

Before I start ranting on to all of you about how my life has been quite dramatic and how I haven’t been on earlier because I COULDN’T BE ARSED, I have to let you know that I ripped my nail by pulling my skirt down and it started to bleed since I ripped it that far down. So, now I’ve been wearing a plaster all the time, obviously changing it regularly, just so I don’t catch...

February 2011

2 posts

'Imagine if Moody turned Snape into a horned...

Sorry I like Harry Potter, thought I’d quote it because I couldn’t think of a good enough title. You know when you don’t even know your own feelings, like I have a improper case of Bipolar, but only with the mood changing symptoms, nothing else. (I don’t really have Bipolar I’m just saying I have the mood changes like it.) Like, if I was head over heels one day then...

just downed a litre of water and I’m bursting hang on. Right, I’m pissed off at myself because I swore that I’d spend the whole of today learning some german crap for my exam on Monday but instead I; went to town for breakfast and bought some valentines present, went to Lidl because I can, got home and munched on a few breakfast bars, fell asleep for 3 hours then woke up at...

October 2010

4 posts

my famous old friend.

I’ve had such a lazy weekend that included sitting/lying on the couch beside the fire watching come dine with me and eating my weight in rice. But the funny thing is is that I actually lost weight instead of gained it, I thought if I ate loads of rice I would gain weight, my body said a different story. Tomorrow I’m going to a workshop for an hour and a half with some of my close...

friend? bullshit.

yeaaah I got moderately drunk tonight and I was glad I was with my best friends but I invited another friend who I’d recently gotten close to and this friend was excited when I told them. PHONE CALL: Friend: yeah er, rae I’m feeling really ill I’m just going to go to bed, sorry I just feel like shit. Me: yeah okay darling, get well soon :) I’ll see you on monday. so I let...

my dentist... Dr. Whateverhernameis is a torturer,...

Ok, having metal in my mouth isn’t fun. Since blood tastes like a rusty metallic liquid I keep on thinking my mouth is bleeding and I’m going to die, but… OH NO it’s just my stupid ‘W’ shaped brace on the roof of my mouth and I have no idea in hell to what it is doing to my teeth. I got it put in yesterday and at first -when I first sat in that dentist chair- I...

September 2010

15 posts

What a Revelation!

He spoke to me, I asked him if we were ‘okay’ in some ways and that we could forget everything that had ever happened LIKE EVER and he just said, “yeah, okay :)” <——- WHAT!? I opened my heart to this child and I cried my eyes out in front of him and he made me wish I was never alive when we argued… and what did I get? “Yeah, okay :)”...

What was I thinking?

I’m looking through one of my ex’s facebook profile pictures and he is pulling the same FUCKING FACE (—> :/) every single fucking picture. He’s fat, his hair is pathetic and his skin is disgusting. Yes, finally I realised ‘what the fuck was I thinking?’ actually fits in my life now. AND HE ALWAYS WEARS THAT FUCKING CAP. He keeps on saying he’s just...

I’ve spent all day in bed, literally all day and I: watched a bunch of crap, ate a bowl of rice and some cake and more importantly my mother ordered my last book of the collection from Charlaine Harris. Since I was in a Charlaine Harris mood I picked up my favourite book -so far- from her which is ‘Club Dead,’ and I’m nearly finished it. Yes, I like to read… although...

sitting in -prettynightmares cellar.

Faith Elliott (-prettynightmares) has a wonderful cellar which is a kitchen and it is originally vintage and I fell in love with it immediately. Today I’m going to the pub with my Mother Moan and some of her friends because for some reason or other I get on with adults more than people my own age, is that bad? A friend from school has just got tumblr and she has 600+ followers now and she...

GRAB A TASTE OF FRIDAY,

Yes, I know that it’s Thursday today but I bought a six pack of fanta and underneath it all was a little card with ‘Grab a taste of Friday!’ written on it. I’ve been waiting two days for my jeans that I ordered from asos.com although they were meant to be arriving yesterday. My mother has left me in the house to wait for these jeans while she is running errands for a...

babyd0llx asked: ahh it's fine, don't worry about it :)
cause when you started to follow me on this one, i was like oh there's her new blog.
and yeah i should be still probably - having been posting much.
and cool, sounds good.
yeah, hello :)
xx

-calmdowndearest-deactivated201 asked: thanks for the follow :)

I recommend these bracelets,

they’re like them threaded ones, and you have to keep it on your wrist for 21 days, but the twist is, is that if you ever complain like even if it’s about the smallest thing ever, you’ve got to but the bracelet on the other wrist and start from the beginning. eventually it’s meant to stop you from complaining so you can reach your goal of 21 days and you’d apparently...

I should learn that, yeah we went out for some time and then later on we liked each other again he didn’t want to go any further. and now… ofcourse being me, I’ve ran back to him and we like each other again but.. guess the obvious, he doesn’t want a relationship. I bring myself so much false hope for months on end until he says those words, then it all goes back to plain...

babyd0llx asked: Thank you Rae for following me again, I was wondering where your blog was and why I hadn't saw your posts on my dashboard :)
Hello btw.
xx

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, I’m about to email alex day, mmmm. so happy. I hope this is how my subscribers feel when they get my email… DOUBT IT LARK. but if you do please let me know? oh and if you need my email address again, just message me darlings.

littleredridingcrop started following you

I love this girl. LUBIE.

erm, old?: DAMN ACER. →

today I had to literally kill my laptop twice. The first time it overheated because the damn creator of this damn laptop decided to put the damn heater-thing on the bottom where the damn thing over heats. WHAT’S THE POINT IN THAT? The second time I had to do this was where it blue screened on me,… just so erm you know what I was going on about there. thankyou for the new followings...

for all the people I've just randomly followed.

YOU DO KNOW ME, I AM PIXELSMILES PERSONAL BLOG I’VE JUST CHANGED EMAIL ADDRESSES, CALM DOWN. Peaches just blue screened on me again if you have been reading my previous blogs.